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Lanky Goes Forth ! Two More Fridays

Previously On Lanky Goes Forth

  1. Introduction

  2. Reflections

  3. Painfully

                    Well I have to say where did this week go? Don’t get me wrong. Considering when I look back at how slow time has seemed to pass leading up to this point , especially May, I am certainly not complaining. It has been a pretty easy week all round if I`m honest. Work has been nice and steady and my work colleagues seem to be, Oh I don`t know, anticipating my departure from the work place fold as it were. The few months leading up to now I found a little tedious due to the fact the same people were asking the same questions day in day out. Questions like, how long now ? What date ya going ? Are you nervous ? And so on . It`s changed now , and I have to say It`s quite heartwarming when I hear .. Only one more week Lanky .. Gunna be sorry to see you leave .. I wish I was you .. Comments like those make up for all those that I got fed up of hearing.. With my final working week ahead of me I can already sense a tinge of sadness brewing inside. As jobs go I`ve come to realize with my current job,  A Job isn’t just a Job. I have enjoyed the last two and a half years that I`ve been employed in my current job. Yes it`s had its moments and the pay was never enough  but the people I`ve worked with and a few of the customers I deliver to and have gotten to know really well I shall miss and hold a certain fondness for ..

Two more Fridays and I take flight, however its to Friday next and the preceding week that await me . Trying to anticipate how it will go is probably not a good idea I think. Instead I shall try to appreciate it for what it will be, Enjoying the well wishes, answering the questions , shaking a few hands , getting a few hugs, and then finally departing on Friday with nothing but fond memories of a good job and the good people I have been fortunate to meet and befriend .

Oh one thing tho I wont have to do, as I did today, is sweat as I sit in the nurses office watching her draw my final MMR booster vaccine from it`s vile into the syringe via a 3 inch needle. I KID NOT .. I couldn’t resist pointing out, more from fear I might add , that the last injection was with a smaller needle. The nurse started to laugh saying don’t be silly this one is only to draw it into syringe, I will replace it with a smaller one for the injection. Trust me I was thank full for being silly.

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Lanky Goes Forth ! Painfully

Previously On Lanky Goes Forth !

  1. Introduction

  2. Reflections

        With the start of the Penultimate week of my  working life in England being Just hours away , And being it`s Fathers day my thoughts are dominated  to the most painful part  of this path I now walk .

Knowing I am going to have to say goodbye to my two beautiful daughters, Jane and Mary , was never going to be easy for any of us but especially for them. Jane is 9 yrs and Mary 15 yrs  age and they both live with their mother, Samantha, who I was married to for nearly 13 years ending some 5 yrs ago with  a divorce , a very bitter divorce .

For Samantha that bitterness has remained with her to this day and it would be very fair of me to say bitterness has festered into nastiness on her part. Now even though all that nastiness is aimed in my direction, and delivered with some venom, what Samantha  is totally oblivious to is that it`s Jane and Mary who are being hurt by her almost lust for the need to hurt me . Samantha doesn’t even recognize the fact that I `ve become immune to her venom, I feel , I now know the real Samantha better than she really knows herself , .

Jane and Mary have a given ” Right” to be shielded  from  100 % of all the crap that they have ,unashamedly, for Samantha , been exposed to .  No child should have to hear any adult let alone their mother shout ” You’re a Crap Father” ” “I hate you The Kids hate you” before slamming the phone down for any reason what so ever. What caused her to do that by the way was the fact that I called to inform her I would be 15 minutes late in picking them up for their weekend stay with me which happened or was supposed to happen every other weekend ,. I`ll say at this point Samantha is not here to defend herself however I felt it right to give one example  of her actions and  I could give you a whole bunch more 5 yrs worth in fact but it`s only purpose here is for you to be able to have some understanding of events.

Even if things were as they should be with a divorced family this would still be painful but it has to be said somewhat easier than I know somebody is going to allow it to be .  My pain comes from the fact no matter how much I try to reassure  them of the love I have for them and that will never change , and that of my plans being put in place for contacting them, everything I can and should be doing ,will be sabotaged at every attempt . It`s already happening and I`m powerless to stop the pain..

Apology :-

I`ve tried to keep detail to a bare minimum The full story is by no means irrelevant , in fact , it`s very relevant , However this is not intended to be an account of my life history it is simply a Journal of my experiences and thoughts as I go Forth into the future that awaits me ..  Names are all fictitious however the facts are the facts as happened .. I`m sorry for any unanswered questions I may have left you with .  Thank you For Reading

NewsFlash 1

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Girls as young as five Reaching Puberty

And Experts Don’t Know Why

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          When I first saw this Headline I had to stop myself saying “What The Fuuu*” as my little 7-year-old niece was in earshot .

Is this evolution in progress ?? I asked  myself . It’s a known fact after all that over the last 20 – 30 years children have increasingly been pressured into maturing far earlier than they should be . Us adults in a bid to get them to be easier to manage In a family environment where both adults are working , forcing responsibility on them at an earlier age , basically stripping them of their child hood at a time when that’s all they should be doing .,which is, being a child .. It is a very alarming headline in many ways but evolution is not the reason, however perhaps it would be more beneficial if it were because the real cause of this is probably more scary to me ..

You can get the full Item by clicking link    Girls reaching puberty at 5 yrs old

          I`d like to know your views on this news story because it poses many questions, and I wonder that if it`s factually correct then the state of our society is on a steady spiral downward but far far quicker than is being realized. Discuss

Digression

Since I started my little  blog land adventure I`ve come across a myriad of blogs relating to religion, creationism and the whole aspect of how or why we might be here . Most of what I`ve read so far has been incite full , interesting even compelling to read , Some tho have , in their deepness , left me with that proverbial feeling of losing the will to live. It does beggar one question tho. Where do I stand ? To which theory do I subscribe to?

The answer is I really don’t know , The bible, God and the whole religion angle has to be my least favored idea due simply  to the many gaping holes and contradictions not to mention the fact ,to me ,God didn’t ever seem a really nice chap at all . And the way religion is used more often than not as a tool of control and outlandish ideas of sexist male bigotry , In my opinion the bible was written by some egotistical power needy men and for the sole purpose  of self-justification, That is just my view from what ,or even how very little I know , I don’t claim to know nor do I judge those who think or believe otherwise .

The big bang theory and evolution seems a little more plausible to me but even that way of thinking is made up of its fair share of guess-work and willful assumptions , and explanations answered with more uncomprehending quantum science tomfoolery than ya can wave a stick at, I mean from out of nothing by total accident two wotsit thingy`s fly into each other and hey presto a couple of years with too many zero`s later life begins .. Are we to assume that what ever that very first life-form was it was unique? . After all just the chances that one life form resulted are given at a mind-boggling more likely to be impossible odds of happening let alone two , And what was the life span of this life form , because I`m thinking right, that to go , from blob to blob with gills aint going happen over night . AND  if ya look at the diversity of life on this planet and think all that from one little blob .. Not only that I get a real complex when I think that I`m only bloody here because I`m a result of a frigging accident .

So you see, when I choose to sit on the fence with this subject it`s for good reason , Don’t get me wrong I will always wonder and wish to know the how ,why ,what, and when . After all It`s human nature isn’t it ?

And don’t worry the whole Alien  and the cloning experiment that went wrong Idea hasn’t been pushed under the table. I will save that for another Digression, until then kids be good and spread the love ..

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